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Sunday, August 7th, 2005
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5:27 pm - Wow
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I forgot I had this terrible thing.
I kind of wish I'd left it that way haha.
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| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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11:53 pm - And I wonder why nobody talks to me haha..
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mitakyue0011 [11:44 PM]: this is josh bleau how may i help you JU!!@!!!!
Ju2blue [11:44 PM]: ...
mitakyue0011 [11:44 PM]: do u have yahoo
Ju2blue [11:44 PM]: yes, yes i do.
Ju2blue [11:45 PM]: but i assure you i am not in need of any assistance
Ju2blue [11:45 PM]: but thanks anyway
mitakyue0011 [11:45 PM]: do u have a cam
Ju2blue [11:45 PM]: what if i did?
mitakyue0011 [11:46 PM]: ill show u mine if u show me urs frist
Ju2blue [11:46 PM]: I don't have any desire to see yours frist.
mitakyue0011 [11:46 PM]: u wanna see mine frist ??
Ju2blue [11:47 PM]: Like I said, I do not have any desire WHATSOEVER to see yours frist.
Ju2blue [11:47 PM]: Which means "no, I don't want to see your webcam AT ALL. EVER."
mitakyue0011 [11:47 PM]: can i see urs then
mitakyue0011 [11:48 PM]: ?
Ju2blue [11:48 PM]: who the hell are you? lol
mitakyue0011 [11:48 PM]: what if i say plz will u show me it then and i am josh
mitakyue0011 [11:49 PM]: if i say plz can i see
mitakyue0011 [11:49 PM]: ?
Ju2blue [11:49 PM]: what if i told you i recently had facial reconstruction surgery and my face is horrible and it makes me uncomfortable when little boys named josh with pseudo-japanese screen names freak me out with obnoxiously capital-lettered IMs?
mitakyue0011 [11:50 PM]: what if i give u a cookie
mitakyue0011 [11:50 PM]: srry for caps
Ju2blue [11:50 PM]: what if i'm ALLERGIC?
mitakyue0011 [11:50 PM]: a cake
Ju2blue [11:51 PM]: and if i'm diabetic?
mitakyue0011 [11:51 PM]: will u show if i give u some benadrill cuz ur allergic
Ju2blue [11:51 PM]: some antihistemine isn't going to save me if i'm deathly allergic
Ju2blue [11:51 PM]: and besides, what makes you want to see me anyway?
mitakyue0011 [11:52 PM]: i donno i just wanna
Ju2blue [11:52 PM]: isn't it time for bed over there?
mitakyue0011 [11:52 PM]: no
mitakyue0011 [11:52 PM]: im nat 12
mitakyue0011 [11:52 PM]: not?
Ju2blue [11:52 PM]: I don't know, not you?
mitakyue0011 [11:53 PM]: im not 12 im 17
Ju2blue [11:53 PM]: what if I'M the twelve year old?
mitakyue0011 [11:53 PM]: ur not
Ju2blue [11:53 PM]: and how do you know that for sure?
mitakyue0011 [11:54 PM]: i donno
And then it got even MORE boring and pointless -- as if that were even possible haha.
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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9:56 pm - Nobody will read this lol. But I was bored. And AP hw doesn't look appealing right now.
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01) What time did you start this?: 9:39 PM
02) Name?: Julianne
03) Date of birth?: 06/25/87
04) Sex?: Female
05) Height?: 5'4ish
6) Eye color?: Green
07) Location?: Edison, NJ
08) Where were you born?: Somerville, NJ
09) What are you wearing right now?: Ugly gray hoodie, blue pajama pants
10) Are you a virgin?: No
11) Do you smoke?: No
12) Do you drink?: No
13) Are you ghetto?: I'm white.
14) Are you a player?: No sir.
15) What are your favorite colors?: Gray, Teal/Aquamarine/Turquoise, Blue, Pink, Black, Green...
16) What is your favorite animal?: Cat or Reindeer/Deer or Fish
17) Do you have any birthmarks?: A few.
18) Best friends?: Rich, Teesha, Danielle, Sayani, Dan, Sushila, Michella...
19) Beat someone up for fun?: I'm physically incapable..
20) Are you shy or outgoing?: Definitely both.
21) Do you shower?: Every morning. It's kind of annoying, but necessary.
22) How easily do you trust people?: Too easily. Definitely.
23) Lied to your best friends?: I don't think anyone can say "no" to this question. But I don't have a compulsive lying problem or anything.
24) Have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: Probably.
25) Would you ever sky dive?: Hell no.
26) Do you like to dance?: I don't think I know how to. But slow dancing is okay.
27) Have you ever been out of state?: Yes, but not TOO far
28) Do you like to travel?: No sir.
29) Have you ever been suspended from school?: I've never even gotten detention!
30) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Not really.
31) Are you spoiled?: Yes.
32) Are you a brat?: Unfortunately.
33) What's your favorite drink?: Diet Coke with Lime / Diet Pepsi / Sprite / Pineapple Fanta
34) Do you drink a lot of water?: No.
35) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Cell phone.. who has a pager nowadays?
36) Are you a role model?: I'd like to say in some ways I am.
37) What name brand do you wear the most?: Uhm.. my coat is from Walmart! :-D
38) What do you have pierced?: Nothing, allergic, bitches! But I have had my ears pierced 3 times before I realized I was allergic.. ick that was nasty.
39) What do you want pierced?: Nothing lol
40) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Sure!
41) Do you have a tan?: No way
42) Do you get annoyed easily?: Suprisingly, no. But it depends, I guess.
43) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers, baby.
44) Have you ever been played?: Uh huh..
45) Have you ever played someone?: Nope
46) Do you get along with your parents?: Mostly.
47) How do you vent your anger?: Cry, scream into the pillow, write, other stuff..
48) Have you ever run away?: I pretended to when I was like 8. I packed up all my stuffed animals and walked up the street. I wasn't really going anywhere, though.
49) Have you ever been fired from a job?: No, I'm still at my first and only job, kids.
50) Do you even have a job?: Yes lol.
51) Do you daydream a lot?: Uh huh.
52) What do you have a tattoo of?: Nothing. I did want the Cancer symbol or a crab or something, but I dunno.
53) What are your favorite flowers?: Roses. Gardenias. Cherry blossoms. Whatever those flowers were I brought today at Shoprite...
54) Are you rude?: Sometimes.
55) What was the last compliment you received?: Can't remember lol
56) Do you like getting dirty?: As in muddy, messy, dirty? No.
57) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: A very very very shallow innie.
58) What does your hair look like right now?: It's actually back.
59) When was your last real heartbreak?: Recently.
60) Describe your looks: You describe them, I'm tired of thinking about it lol.
61) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: My original, lighter color.
62) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Sure, but for right now I've got a youngin! [by a whole 5 months lol]
63) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: Doesn't matter
64) Have you ever given?: Yes.
65) Have you ever recieved?: Yessir.
66) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: Not really.
67) Do you cry a lot?: I think so.
68) Are you the romantic type?: Yessir.
69) What do you like most about your body?: It could be worse!
70) What do you like least about your body?: Its slowly increasing size.
70) When was the last time you threw up?: A while ago.
71) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Too-small Cons I got from TJ Maxx.
72) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: Not on purpose.
73) Is your best friend a virgin?: No. lol I stole it.
74) What color are your underwear right now?: Orange!
75) What size shoe do you wear?: 8 or 8 1/2
76) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: No lol
77) How are you feeling right now?: "Ehh"
78) When was the last time you were at a party?: If you count my cousin's wedding shower.
79) What do you sleep in?: A shirt and pants and underwear. But pants only when it's winter, otherwise, no pants! =D
80) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you: Yes. It is said that in middle school I was a lesbian!
81) What is one of your bad qualities?: Clingy, spoiled, annoying weirdo!
82) What is one of your good qualities?: I'm loyal and forgive easily. I'm overall friendly, I think.
83) For two million dollars, would you pose for playboy?: Sure, but it depends on if they were making me do raunchy stuff. Wait, screw raunchy, I'd do it!
84) Time you finished this?: 9:55 pm .. damn Jack & Bobby .. I don't even watch this show!
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| Thursday, November 25th, 2004
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12:05 am
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WTF HJSGJHSGIUHSGUIHSIUGHSIUYGSUIHSUGSUIGHSUGUSIGHISUHUSIHFIOAJD*(#&%HYNG*&YSNF&*^#%%&R%WS^DC^RCV#R^W%^#$^W&%SF^%SF^SBFS%OS^%%S%F^%^FS
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| Friday, November 12th, 2004
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11:08 pm
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| Monday, October 25th, 2004
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4:40 pm - Today.
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Today I wrote you this letter.
And it said only a fraction of
everything I won't speak,
because I'm not supposed to.
And I'd never dare disrupt the contentment,
or you.
I don't want to make anything worse.
So I wrote that letter
(in my sloppiest script)
and when I signed it with a cursive J,
I balled it up;
and threw it away.
current mood:  weird
current music: Konstantine
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| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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7:03 pm
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| Monday, September 20th, 2004
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10:24 pm
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but everything happens for reasons that she will never understand,
til' she knows that the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man
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| Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
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11:45 am
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Sooo I guess all is well now?
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| Monday, August 30th, 2004
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4:07 pm
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I'm not exactly "dreading" school, but I'm not embracing it as much as I have in past years. I'm usually the idiot who LOOKS FORWARD to going back to school and I guess in a way I am this year, too, but.. it's weird.
I've had about 86967 schedule mishap dreams.. I can't explain it. And I really reeeeally want to have Spanish 5 with Rich and at least one class and/or lunch with him lol but I KNOW it isn't going to happen because it just doesn't that way.
Just like last year I prayed not to have 4th period lunch or a 1st or 2nd period gym class. And I sat in 4th period lunch everyday and ran in gym at the bright and early 2nd period of the day.
What a kick in the face THAT was. But I got over it lol.
And I know no matter who or what I have class-wise, I'll get over it and manage and do fine and then be done with high school and school [which I think is the scariest part of all, coming into senior year and all].
But.. yeah.
And fuck. I am not fucking controlling. Is it so wrong to want to be with someone? I give up lol I'm not doing it anymore. I am sick of having to be discussed behind my back because HE won't confront ME.. how can I fucking listen if I don't even know I'm doing anything wrong? Shoot me.
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| Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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9:47 pm - Fish Dreams part 2665211304
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I swear to GOD if I have another crazy ass nonsensical FISH DREAM I am going to shoot myself!
Last night was like the 5th one.. I swear to GOD. The first fish dream was freaky, what with my white betta walking around and all. But this dream was WEIRD.
In all my dreams it's as if the fish are like FLOATING in mid-air as if they were actually in water. Only this was some new betta I'd never seen or had before. And then I had a red betta that was the size of the trouts in that IDT phone service commercial where the man gets the large trouts thrown at him repetitively.
I then remember lots of fuzzy caterpillars .. like the ones Emily Gibbons used to tell us were poisonous in the third grade as a joke.. or like the ones we used to collect in jars and then at some of my family parties my dad's cousin's son, who is my age; Chris, would smash them up. And then he climbed up in the big Pennsylvanian tree and we had to get his father, a big ladder and half of our family to get the little asshole down, but that's irrelevant.
I usually LIKE caterpillars but these wanted to be submerged in water [like FISH.. ugh!] and then there were just MILLIONS of them all over me and it was so disgustingly fuzzy and icky cause they have that little suction cup thing on their ass and they would NOT come off.
I have not seen a fuzzy caterpillar like that in a long time.
And then I flushed this spider-crab-like fish and this ugly [non-Rupert looking] catfish down the toilet because they were in individual tanks with some of my bettas and hurting them and stripping their fins.
It's like.. I only have 7 bettas and [11 fish altogether] these are insane dreams a breeder should have. Does my subconcious have this secret, sick obsession with MY BETTAS? I don't get it! It's crazy.
Am I crazy??
Maybe lol.
Then I also had this dream where I was in this tall like.. mental hospital and me and three other girls were locked up. And the two girls climbed out the window and slid down this pipe to get loose. Me and the other one were hesitant and when we finally started to escape someone came in the room -- coming after US.
Well I vaguely remember getting into a car with the three other women and then we were gone.
I have never remembered my dreams so much as I have this summer. It's insane, really.
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| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
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11:02 pm
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There's no reason to be so mean to me. What did I do so wrong?
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| Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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11:57 am
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